That teacher’s singular intervention was crucial. “I might have just as well gone down the tubes academically if that teacher hadn’t moved me out of that class. This is an example of how pivotal teachers are,” she said. “So many children are misplaced, tracked, or put in environments that don’t foster learning.” Growing up, she felt keenly the inequities around her, especially in the limitations forced on her mother, her aunts, and her sisters by their sex. She saw the “many restraints in their struggle to flower and realize their full potential.”
In 1948, at age 19, Helen enrolled at University of Puerto Rico in San Juan, with her eye on a medical career. Medicine, she said, “combined the things I loved most, science and people.” Her track through college was not a short or easy one. That same year, Law 53 passed in the Puerto Rican legislature, an act that criminalized owning or displaying a Puerto Rican flag, expressing support for independence, or even singing a patriotic song. Helen joined some 6,000 other students in a strike to protest the university’s decision to block a speaker who promoted Puerto Rican independence. The campus remained closed for nearly 2 months.
Helen’s brother had been helping her pay for college, but “if I were in a political movement, he would no longer help me.” So, she left school and returned to New York. She married lawyer David Neumark Brainin on Jan. 22, 1949. The couple had three children—JoEllen, Laura, and David—before divorcing in 1954. She remarried later that year to Puerto Rican writer Eliezer Curet.
Helen soon returned to her medical studies in San Juan, landing right in the heart of another political churn. Before the 1973 Roe V. Wade ruling, U.S. American women, like Rowena Gurner of the Army of Three, crossed the ocean to terminate their unwanted pregnancies. Helen’s interactions with patients and other medical students drew her attention to a desperate need. “I saw that anybody who could afford an abortion could get a perfectly fine one,” she recalled. “It would be written up as an appendectomy. Women from the U.S. used to go the Havana to get abortions. ... San Juan became the point where women converged.”
But these U.S. visitors were largely people of some means, who could afford the travel, lodgings, the procedure itself, and the return home. “If a poor woman needed an abortion,” on the other hand, Helen noted, “she came to the University Hospital in the middle of the night and said she had fallen and was having a miscarriage.” Many of these patients bore injuries or illness from homespun abortion attempts. During her internship, Helen witnessed a mother who had five children waiting for her at home die from a botched abortion procedure.
Her personal life brought its own painful lessons as well. Her divorce from Eliezar in Puerto Rico proved to be a “watershed in my life,” she said, referring to their union as a “deceptive marriage.” “That triggered quite a bit of growth in me toward understanding what happens internally to people, what happens in their lives and what they can do or not do.”